Im trying to work on my essay about tibetan buddhism but theres a damn loud prrrrrrrr coming from somewhere in my building. Its driving me completely nuts! I have to email the stupid essay before 7pm (its 12pm now) but I also have to go to the dentist this afternoon... I only have 3 pages almost done and it has to be at least 10!
God, Im only asking for some peace and silence, its Xmas! You cant make so much noise these days!
On a brighter note, I wont be at home this weekend. Most likely, Ill go with 6 other friends to one of their houses in the mountain. Maybe we'll get to see snow :D Ill probably freeze and die, I dont have clothes for all that cold :P Still, it should be fun... Not very good for my diet though :P We'll make a cake and probably eat only yummy things
If that doesnt work out, or I change my mind for any reason, Ill go to the beach with my mother and uncle... Yeah, doesnt sound as cool, but I love the beach in winter. I could take many photos and just relax, walk around the old village, etc.
Mpft must go back to the essay >_<

Yesterday was great :) I saw LotR RofK, I loved it! Aragorn is sooooo hot!
Did I ever mention I also watched Love Actually? You should see it! Its really great! And the soundtrack!
In fact, Love Actually soundtrack is one of the presents for my mom :) Im gonna try to give her many lil presents. So far, 9 cd's, a photo mark with a pic of us together (when I was just about a month old), and flowers. Oh, and some make up!
We did some Xmas shopping together yesterday, bought all the kids presents (nephew and 4 second cousins) and some things for us :) We got the Xmas tree (yeah, a lil late) Its taller than me! I finished decorating it this morning, it looks gorgeous! We've always had really small trees so Im very excited about this one :P
For me, we bought a teddy bear with the cutest tie and some underwear. Do you follow any new years eve tradition? I use red new underwear every year... It doesnt seem to be bringing the good luck it should :P but then, maybe if I didnt use it, my luck would be worse, so Im not gonna risk!
Ive started a diet :S Im gonna follow it until the summer *nods* Its not a very hard diet, just healthy eating I guess... No candy, no sweets.. eating a lil bit of everything :) Ive done it before and I know I wont get hungry.. just crazy from not eating whatever I want to! Anyway, I think its worth it :)

Tomorrow's the last day at school before xmas... No classes, just some theater and some other stuff. Honestly, I dont want to go.
Oh well, it'll be over soon.
Right now my heart is worried :/ I hate this feeling, knowing something is wrong and I cant do anything to make it better. Hopefully everything will be solved soon.

Ah.. just 11 classes left until xmas break!
I skipped school yesterday and half of today (I only went to 2 of my 7 classes) Still, Im very tired.. very very very tired!
I must buy something for one of my classmates for friday, which sucks cus I barely know him and we are not allowed to spend more than 8€... Not that I really wanna spend all my money on him :P But what can I buy for less than 8€ that looks like I cared? eh
Night night ^_^

Ive been wanting a kitty for soooo long, but my mother doesnt let me have one at home :(
My bestfriend found a kitten sleeping in his shoe (they leave the shoes outside their apartment.. anyone else thinks its strange?). I guess the kitty was trying to escape from the cold :/ poor thing, sleeping in the streets in winter being just a baby... So he decided to keep her and name her Tania :)
Hes gonna keep her and take care of her, but Tania is officially mine :)

Im getting a siemens s55 from my bestfriend for Xmas :D How cool is that?
Id like his present to be a surprise to me, but then, Im glad he told me about it... For the questions he had made, and because I know him too damn well :P, I knew he wanted to get me a new slr camera. That means a lot of money, so I dint know how to get that idea out of his head!
Besides, a phone is such a cool gift! Considering hes the one I call the most.. or, at least, the one I love talking to! AND its something I always carry with me :) Perfect!
I was gonna ask my dad to buy me a phone, but instead of that, Ill ask him to buy me the attachable camera for the s55 :) Sweet
By the way, eventually, he recognised he was upset about me being friends with this guy and then he apologised so all is good now. Except cus hes busy making a website right now and I want him to talk to me :P lol Im so possessive!
LOL The bunny just peed on my pants :|

Thats the one my friend bought :) Im keeping him until sunday/monday cus shes not gonna be home until then.. spending the weekend with her boyfriend

Too cute!
I wanted to buy him so bad!

Yeah, he was (is?) pissed. Though, of course, he wouldnt recognise it.
Anyway, now hes out dancing.. yeah, its late at night... but they are paying him for it :)
Well its past midnight and I still have to finish the homework.. But Im having fun chatting and dont wana leave.. heh silly

I almost stayed at home this morning... Took a huge effort to drag myself to class! It wasnt that bad though...
I think my bestfriend is pissed >_< ah boys can be funny sometimes!
Well, so today he asked me if I was good friends with this other used-to-be-his-good-friend guy, and after hearing my reply (yes, I guess we are), he said he had to go bye.
Its not that he had to leave all of sudden, that would be perfectly normal, its just the way he said it. Oh well.. I know its not a big issue :) Plus, if he really has a problem with it, he'll talk to me about it
Okay, Im gonna do the homework... (history + literature + accountancy + maths)

Yeah Im too tired. Being tired makes me blue... Besides, its cold. That makes me blue-er
Im just gonna try to finish the homework as fast as possible and crawl into bed
Bed = good ^_^;;

Yeah so yesterday I ended up not typing anything at all. I guess Im going back to my normal self... Actually Im just tired. Not just phisically.. Seriously, after finals we shouldnt have more classes.. its just killing
Ah I have 2 hours more of class starting in 5 minutes. I need motivation!

Mom baked chocolate cookies :D yummy!
Two french students are coming to my house tomorrow for 2 days. That would be very normal, except for that this time they will be male students. Waking up at 6 in the morning, tired, sleepy, moody, etc. to find two french guys in my house might be somewhat strange. No?
Im thinking about getting a new phone for Xmas.. Maybe t610?
I should be working and typing like crazy.. but I cant be bothered :P Ive been daydreaming too much lately and now I cant stop >_< oh procrastination is so evil!
Must type 13 pages for tomorrow!

Its very simple and small, yet it makes me feel calm... and this is something I need lately :)
On thursday I sent out a Christmas package to my bestfriend. I hope he gets it on time! I sent him a message in a bottle (hehe a small plastic water bottle), an album with photos, Xmas decorations and candy. Shipping only costed around 20€, not bad!
Last night I was talking to too many people at the same time, so when this guy who I didnt know sent me a weird file, I accepted thoughtless. It was a trojan. It didnt let me use anything >_< Thank God, my bestfriend was there to help me and stuff. We couldnt fix it until this morning, but just seeing him trying to help me made me feel much better :)
We also talked on the phone :)... I hadnt heard his voice since forever! Ah distance sucks so bad!

Ive received the first 2 results from my finals. History and Geography. I did better than expected so yay :D
In Geography I had the highest mark and in History I improved my last mark :D
Yes, I feel good!
So, now after eating some lunch and sending a few emails, Ill go shopping :) Oysho, probably Zara (cus they are door by door) and other random shops. I need to buy Xmas cards, a few gifts, candy, etc to send out. Ill try to send all the packages today.. maximum tomorrow. But if you want a card, just let me know ^_^ I like sending cards!
(Hopefully) One of my bestfriends will be in Barcelona for a few days in 2 weeks :D I cant wait! I havent seen her since August (when I was in Bulgaria.. oh the glory days!) Thats gonna be the highlight of my Xmas

Mmm Im hungry