Err.. its been a long time since I last posted here. Im still using xikita.com for blogging purposes. Oh and by the way, there's a new skin called Sunset. Me likes ^_^'

Im sorry I have been neglecting tabulas.
School keeps me very busy and I use xikita to blog now.

I hope all of you are feeling great :) *hugs*

im really sad right now and I dont know why. well, in fact I partly know why. I was too excited, too happy. Last night I slept terribly because of that... For the first time in months I was happy and hyper, only because he said he still had feelings for me.
I knew that I didnt mean we'd make up or anything, but still I guess I felt there was still hope.
But now... Im sad and wanna cry. Then I remember that in 12 days he will be gone for a month and I wanna die. Weve never been apart for so long. What will happen when he comes back?
:( id love to have someone to talk to right now, really.

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Im good :) Im alive
I've been bloggin in my domain, thats why I had tabulas a lil left out... Anyway, Im thinking about switching hosts for Xikita, so if you visit it and its down, you know why :)
I made a new aim account yesterday. I wanted "xikita" or "xkt", but both were taken.. so now Im x1k1t4. Please add me and talk to me ^_^ Right now this screen name has 0 contacts cus I wanna make new friends :) (if we already talk on aim, dont worry, im still using sofiachoco, but you should add me on x1k1t4 too :) <3)

Lately, Ive been wondering something.
What are the differences between your bestfriend and your boyfriend/girlfriend? (besides sex)
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Have a lot of fun tonight... but be safe!

Okay so my dog is fine.. dizzy, but she'll get better in a few hours
The hurt person, isnt so hurt anymore. At least, I think so. Things fixed, so yeah.
Me? Im still not okay. Oh well.

Anyone knows where/how can I learn to develop photographs? Not that I really have the time.. but im curious

If you visit my domain, you will see 6 of my last photographs. Comments would be very appreciated.
Im rather sad today, someone I love got hurt and I cant help him anyway. Feels bad, really bad.
Oh, and tomorrow my dog gets operated. Nothing terrible, but the anaesthesia scares me.
Definitely, not happy right now.

Xikita is back :)

Last night we went to my aunts house and had dinner there. I guess it wasnt that bad, though I didnt really have fun. I felt rather out of place. We stayed there until very late so when I got home I only wanted to get in bed. But before that, I checked my email to find an email from my bestfriend :) It wasnt a long email, he was also dead tired when he got home. It really made me smile and feel loved (maybe due to the I love you's and SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEE's :P)

This morning when I woke up, there was nothing to eat for breakfast. The chocolates I had saved to eat this morning, were gone.. in my mothers tummy. Not a good way to start the day! We also had some small fights about other things and when I was supposed to be changing my clothes and getting pretty for the family lunch, I felt sad and tired. In the end, I decided not to go. I asked my mother to say I was gonna have lunch with my fathers family.
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(Santa-Clown version of me)

First of all, let me Thank you, you & you for the support :)

He was the same he was before... puppy eyes, sweet smile, uncomfortable questions... heh. But I did good. I dont think I was mean to him at all, although he did mention a few times that I seemed distant and less talkative.
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I think so... The guy I dated for a month after having broken up with my loved one (currently, my bestfriend)* called me just a few minutes ago.
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He's my newest lover ^_^ Holds me all though the night